A stranger within
By Christy On Wednesday, June 11, 2008 At 9:10 AM
Yesterday my boss sent me home because I was in so much pain I was throwing up. So yes, I went to the doctor. I told him, I'm in pain, so much pain I cannot function. Please help me. The bastard gave me new muscle relaxers and told me to go to therapy for my shoulder. He says I'm too tense and all my symptoms are based on that fact.
Though this may be all true, how am I supposed to relax and make myself less tense when I am in so much friggin' pain!?
I have another appointment tonight with someone I haven't seen before. My Dad recommended the practice and they specialize in back and neck pain. Then tomorrow morning I am scheduled to see a dentist. If they tell me it is somehow my jaw or teeth causing this pain I will request they pull them all. I cannot take this consistent awfulness anymore.
But you know what is worse than this mind numbing pain? Finding out the one person who should love you and trust you more than anyone else doesn't. But as this is a public blog, I won't get into any details. I just feel completely lost.
Though this may be all true, how am I supposed to relax and make myself less tense when I am in so much friggin' pain!?
I have another appointment tonight with someone I haven't seen before. My Dad recommended the practice and they specialize in back and neck pain. Then tomorrow morning I am scheduled to see a dentist. If they tell me it is somehow my jaw or teeth causing this pain I will request they pull them all. I cannot take this consistent awfulness anymore.
But you know what is worse than this mind numbing pain? Finding out the one person who should love you and trust you more than anyone else doesn't. But as this is a public blog, I won't get into any details. I just feel completely lost.
Labels: life, married life, pain
Oh honey, I'm so sorry. What a mess! I'll tell you that the only thing that helped me was acupuncture. I have 2 herniated discs in my neck and acupuncture did the trick. I'm sorry about the trust thing - I think it waxes and wains in relationships - it's not a constant.
Hang in there! ((hug))
My hubby suffers from the same thing. His neck and shoulder get so tight he gets sick too. I'm working on him to try another doctor as no one has been able to help so far.